okay hi again :D

and emma don't know what to feel now o.O
nonono i'm not feeling emo haha.
notpissed. just weird.

something like, its the time to think if i'm right or left.
sounds profound :D
something like, i'm waiting for something.
something like, i really don't know what to do next.

something like, people think in different perspectives.
what you think might not be wht is hapening.
what you feel when you're having passion for something,
its more of an illusion. what you see others to be doing,
might not have an objective behind it all the time.
what others say when they're probably confused,
does not mean they want to make you sad,
hurt, jealous.

what i misunderstand, that's my mistake.
what i say might affect others, maybe that's a mistake.
not thinking before a person speaks, that's a mistake.
is misunderstanding a mistake?

when people say something,
a topic you might be sensitive of.

an insensitive person comes along,
unknowingly hurts you.

get angry. get sad. reflect. think.
you come with a solution.
there are things not worth your time in the world.

you've decided to do just that.
while me, i'll just think something Happened.

SOMETHING has happened,
not MANY things have happened.

you think of it again.
take that as a me.

you think in everybody's shoes.
everyone, in anyway, has misunderstood something

things happens can't be termed as
"your fault"
or "my fault"
or "their fault"
the list goes on.

its something we both share in common.
its not being inconsiderate for other's feelings.
its testing if you are able to feel for others.

misunderstandings. is that part of friendship?
not being able to feel for her.

but, what she thinks you're trying to make her feel
what she thinks is unfair for her,
what you think of something to be happy for.

its a different perspective in everybody's eyes.

its different.




that' not what i meant.
that's nt what she meant.
that's not what we mean.

in anycase.
i'm not confused after writing this already.


&, i'm sorry.